I guess this is pretty much a reflection post lol

I felt different from last year.

I'm no longer obsessed with what I want a year back...
Because I know that a year later, all this doesn't matter anymore.

Your surrounding changes, and so does people...unknowingly

Haiti was there last year but now it's probably a living hell now.
I fill up Swimming and Shopping under hobbies last year, but now Photography and Videography is my life.

I blog a story of my day last year but now I only do summary and highlights.
I use to take photo of myself in high-angle but I now I take people in high-fashion (well not yet, but very soon).

Mcspicy use to be my favorite but now I'm on anti-mac campaign.
I lost some friends and gained new ones.
Some real and some superficial.

My walls are white but now it's pink.
I want to earn more money.
I want to get out of Singapore.

I start to plan for my future though it's still on Gaussian blur mode..
I get emotional about my past.

As much as I hate to admit, I've changed a lot too.
Appearance aside, my thinking took off a 360 degree change.

Whether people around me realize or not, I'm striving hard in what I'm pursuing.
And I feel happy in what I'm doing.
Especially when I accomplished something I never thought I can last year.
I'll not hesitate to take whatever opportunity I have.

I get really offended when people speak without thinking.
Who judge me on their first impression (which according to many, a bimbo) and treat me like one.
They don't deserve my respect.
In fact, I despise this people who look down on my ability.


One day, I'll prove it all to you.


As for now, I just have one serious habit I need to change.
I need to be punctual in all events, because that's what professionals do.